P.T.S.D

What is this thing P.T.S.D? It is something you cannot see The horror, the anguish & the pain has returned to haunt me yet again I tried to leave these thoughts behind but they will always be on my mind To see a man just blown apart affects your mind affects your...

Post Traumatic Stress Disorder

I’ve served the Queen for many a year The flag and Country too Wearing my Uniform with pride As all good Soldiers do But for me my life has altered so much Something has taken over my soul Working my body from deep within My Demons have taken control Now I suffer...

My Heart Beats Faster

A bee wakes me as it buzzes at my bedroom window, it makes my heart beat faster. An engine backfires in the shopping center car park, it makes my heart beat faster. A car door slams in the quiet of the night, it makes my heart beat faster. I find myself surrounded in...

Forgiveness

Alone in the darkness I sit and pray Remembering the day My own mind went astray Forgiveness I seek For the things I have done Things that cant be undone Past that stage I have come From my conscience I give this The Lord God is a witness Don’t want to be on this hit...

Forgive Me

I don’t like what I have become; yes we all change but why like this? One minute I am reasonably happy the next I just lose it, the red mist takes over. I know it’s wrong and I am ashamed afterwards, why can’t I control it? Some silly little thing and I let it get out...